It's so surreal. We are heading to the airport in an hour, off to Chicago, and then off to Beijing. It has been the biggest whirlwind of emotions and planning and packing in the last two weeks. Are we ready? Well, we have the paperwork, we have clothes, we have snacks, we have plane tickets and we have hotel reservations. We have been wanting him for a year now since we accepted his file and saw his face. I don't know about ready, though. However, we don't have to be. God will give us what we need at the time. We don't have to be ready for his teen years today. We don't have to have the house ready for everything that makes him comfortable today. We don't have to know his favorite foods, or what he likes to play or have him signed up for swimming lessons. We have to be open and trust that God will give us what we need today. Then tomorrow God will give us what we need then. Adoption is such a scary and exciting and emotional experience. Adoption was not God's first plan, but our world is broken and so He helps us make it another plan.
Please pray for our sweet boy. We have been praying that they are preparing him often and that his heart is as ready as it can be for the biggest event of his life. He is going to be losing so much and he doesn't really yet know what he will be gaining. Of course we would so appreciate you praying for our safe travels too. This is a BIG trip! We will do our best to blog and post pictures, but we are not sure how the internet will be there. Just know that God goes before us wherever we go. So it's all good. <><